Thursday, September 18, 2008

Ritalin ey.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Yeah- running off of like 3 1/2 hours of sleep at the moment. Feeling kinda sick, like I might puke; feeling like I could sleep for another three days straight, major headache, everything seems a little fuzzy right now... and I had a kinda strange dream about turtles.
Why was I up till 2:30? Homework. Then, I tried to fall asleep, and I layed in bed and tossed and turned. Nothin. I guess I eventually fell asleep.
Let me tell you, 6am came wayyy too fast.

I can't help but ask myself if I've taken on too much. It seems like a normal workload, but I'm not so sure.... I'm feeling a little burned out, and its only the beginning of week three. I would say that I can't wait for the week to be over, but I've got class on the weekend.... sooo, I'm not really looking forward to the weekend either. I'm gonna try to go to bed early tonight. If that means I work like crazy getting homework done when I get back from class around 4, so be it.

I'm going to start seeing my couselor again. I have an appointment tomorrow afternoon. I'm hoping that in meeting with her, she'll help me to figure out some time management, as well as help me get through the emotional issues I'm facing as far as friends go, and believe it or not, dealing with how to let go of Kyle stuff. I guess I'll talk about that another time. I gotta eat something before I pass out, and then leave in about 15 minutes so I don't get stuck behind buses on the way to class.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I'm sleeping in tomorrow... till as late as I possibly can before my body wakes me up and tells me that I have to pee. That always happens too... stupid bladder.

I'm hoping to catch up on sleep. I guess my night terrors have kicked back on, and in full force. My sister says that every night this week I've been really active; talking, crying, screaming, etc. No wonder I'm so tired... I'm not actually sleeping; i'm running a marathon.
Stress, I'm pretty sure. Stress due to unresolved issues. Whatev.

On a happier note, I passed the practical exam for my CPR/AED course, and I'm pretty sure I passed the written part; though I wont know about that until Monday. But, I'm feeling pretty confident about it. Sooo yeah, I can do CPR in a couple different ways on adults, children, and infants. I can also use an AED (automated external defibrulator) to jump start your heart with an electric shock. I can also help choking victims- adults, children, and infants. And yes, there are differences in all three.
One step closer to being an EMT. I can't wait.

Alright, I'm going to bed now.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

New season.
New blog.
Will post eventually.
Swamped with work and stress.
Over.