Friday saturday sunday

Great weekend. Ben came to visit. I wish that our time together was longer, but I always wish that. Maybe one day later on in life we'll be together for more than two-four days every month or so. That would be nice.

I think I might stay home this summer. I was looking at taking a trip to China and working along side of doctors doing a medical practicum with the EFCA, and then there was this medical office internship at a camp in Maryland, and then there was the idea of working back down in New Orleans. I don't know where I should be going or what I should be doing. I dont even know if I'll be going to college this fall. But, what I do know is that I have a job at a really great lab making more than minimum wage, and I have the opportunity to work at the fire department in southwick all summer making good money. So if I am unable to go to college in the fall I'll atleast have a little bit of money by then, and maybe I'll take the national registry emt test and move out of massachusetts to a state where I can pick up working as an EMT and figure out what I'm going to do for college after that. It's all so up in the air.
I dont know what I want though. I like the idea of working in town as an EMT this summer. I like that I'll be able to see all my hard work that I put in last semester pay off.
But at the same time, I would love to be off traveling- I have that part of me that just wants to be everywhere and try everything and experience it all. But maybe that will come later down the road.